Healing With The Angels
Our angels are guiding us to freely express our true thoughts and feelings with love. We may feel trapped right now by life conditions. With this card showing up for us, the angels ask us to realize that we are the only jail keepers that ever surface in our own lives. I feel that often. That I am the one holding myself back. I wish I didn't do this to myself anymore. I wish so much for a real friend in my life. Someone compatible with similar hopes and dreams. I wish for this so very bad. It's all I want. I gave up everything in my quest for a true friend. I let it all go. Perhaps I took a wrong turn by coming out here to Saskatchewan. Maybe this is all a mistake running after someone who just won't quite give me the relationship I desire. Dangling it out in front of me like hanging a carrot on a stick for a donkey. The soulmate love I desire is there, but it's in the future. Don't I need to look at the now? What is happening now? How is the relationship now? It's insanity to believe that he will change to become what it is I desire in the future. That's craziness as I learned in 12 Step Recovery work. In the now, it's chaos. I'm not allowed to truly be a wife here. I am not regarded as a woman with talents and abilities that are valuable. Instead I am being held back because of circumstances that aren't fair to me. Everyone has people in their lives with addiction troubles. They can still work and earn a living. Why won't these people allow me the same? It makes no sense. Why would I choose this for my life? I am educated. I should be earning a living like everyone else gets to. Not just being a run around after Bruce kinda gal who doesn't get paid while he gets to live the high life. That's narcissism 101. We know this. Why am I doing this to myself? What on earth am I hoping to achieve? I wanted true love and true friendship but as I have discovered, I don't even know this man. Everyone in the community knows every detail about his life, but me. I am left out. I don't like feeling this way.
So in the now, let's all realize that we have the power to be free and freedom will follow. Everything that we do in our lives is by choice, and we are free to choose again. Even prisoners are free to choose their thoughts so that they feel peace and happiness under any conditions.
The next time we begin a sentence with the words, "I have to __________," why don't we stop? Let's ask God and the angels to show us some alternatives. God and the angels will either help us complete the task from a loving mind-set so that we don't feel trapped, or they will guide us to do something else that we will LOVE!
Ask The Kabala Oracle Cards
13 -> MEM
The Mem card represents leadership. As a small child, Miriam recognized her own definition of justice and stood up for her family's rights, thus making the best of a bad situation and ultimately helping to resolve it. We all have an element of leadership within us, even as small children. The key is to recognize our potential and claim it.
Whether it's leading people in song during a difficult time or providing the equivalent of much-needed water in the desert, there's always a way to take charge and help improve the lives of others. Use this card to meditate on the ways in which you could better realize your leadership potential in any aspect of your life.
Daily Guidance From Your Angels Oracle Cards
BLESSING IN DISGUISE
"What appears to be a problem is actually part of your answered prayer. You'll understand the reasons behind your present situation as everything resolves. Trust in Heaven's protection and infinite wisdom to answer your prayer in the best way."
The angels sent us this card to help us recognize the blessing in the midst of an apparent challenge. What we've appeared to have lost needed to fall away, and will be replaced with something better. How about we have no fear for our futures? Let's continue praying and following the guidance that comes to us through repetitive feelings, thoughts, visions, or words.
Additional meanings for this card: One door closes, another one opens ... The "how" is up to God with respect to the best way to answer prayers ... Release the need to control and predict the outcome to this situation ... Trust